It would have been appropriate to write immediately following the election of Barack Obama. The depth of pride and hope I felt towards American voters that night was a surprise to me. The bitterness I felt towards Kansas for depriving me of the priviledge of contributing to his victory also surprised me. The disappointment that enveloped me at the losses by our Reno County Democratic candidates was deeper than I could have imagined. In short, I was a "basket case" for the entire day. Couldn't even muster the will to get dressed, instead schlepping around in PJs, screening calls so that I wouldn't have to pretend to be all right. A deep metaphysical "funk" settled over me.
Closing down the headquarters on Thursday I was reminded of the many who had worked so hard supporting our candidates over the last few months. I recalled the Grand Opening, the debate watches, the rally, parades and receptions. I thought of all the volunteers, the reliable long time helpers and the many new faces that appeared to buy a button or yard sign or just to express their hopes for Democratic successes.
Slowly the thoughts became more upbeat - what we did right; where we could do better; how to proceed; all the new contacts we had made...
So now I'm ready to take up the cause again. This isn't the time for regrets; it's time to start planning for the future. I believe all the old friends and all the new acquaintences are up to the challenge. We've come too far and accomplished too much to quit now, so make plans to attend the next meeting Wednesday November 19th, 5:30 at the Great Wall/Mongolian Buffet at 1528 E 17th and keep watching for new additions to the blog and the latest email newsletter.
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